Provocation: Never Turn Your Back on the Ocean

I’m standing on a rocky beach, close to the shoreline, with my back to the ocean on a windy day. I’ve got this. I’m sure I will hear it if a wave comes up to me. I won’t get pulled in…

Addiction can be like that ocean, constantly waxing and waning in waves of unpredictable size and strength.

I might think I have my addiction under control. I might think I can do things in moderation, just like “normal people” can. I might think I’m stronger and smarter than the ocean.

If I “turn my back on the ocean” and try to live like the addiction isn’t really there, or it isn’t that big a deal, I risk being swept away by powerful and temperamental dynamics well beyond my own strength.

Can I make the choice to turn around and face my addiction, respect its power, and learn how to protect myself?